It takes even less than a second to melt her down and weaken her. Probably having a very soft and a sensitive heart would be the reason behind this. This has been the case with her since childhood and again she would blame a lot of pampering done and a lot of care taken by her parents for this condition of her. This is the question she ponders about many a times. Why does it take less than a second for her to weaken why can’t she be very strong and scare all the people away so that they wont even think to have the guts to hurt. And the only answer she gets is – “guess, certain people are made in this manner and cant much do about it. But I guess the answer is absolutely wrong. You get hurt only when you give the permission to let your self hurt.
At a social gathering where she was sort of forced to attend, something happened that was definitely bound to happen which she knew very well about and so did her family but at times one can not say a NO (something that she learnt today to say from now on wards). And when the ill thing happened, it took even less than a second for her to weaken and tears just came down her eyes, to which she very very very bravely controlled.
That was it.
She knew she should not take more than this. How long can one pay the price of doing something that wasn’t wrong to do and suffer from the person for whom once she was the favourite one.
Did not at all regret going to the gathering, in fact the incident made her more strong, that not to take nonsense from any damn person in this world irrespective of their age and position.
Had someone else been her place, would have reacted a lot, but then, I guess it takes a lot to control one self than to react. And there was no question of reaction here. It was just between two people – the one who did
the wrong and the one who was hurt (in spite of having no fault of the latter).
She understood that no one and absolutely no one has the right to make her cry and for which no one else and absolutely no one but she has to work out.
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so true...most of the lasting personality changes require a strong will and conviction...be it making urself strong against people who hold d power to hurt u or as simple as not wasting ur time on useless people n things or anything else for tht matter. (though i too believe tht others hav tht power only ven u give it to thm.)
@ viraj
exactly making one self strong requires a lot of strong will and conviction which is not possessed by all the people.:)
i dont know what to say...so i will just leave a jadoo ki jappi with her....hugzz
@ new philosopher...
thanks for the jaadu ki jhappi to her :) that was really sweet.
She seems to have been through a lot of pain. At times, the purpose of life seems to be absurd to us, but then once we give our life some time, things seem to work out in our favor.
Hope things work out in her favor. God bless her.
@ abhinav
thanks for such kind words for her:)
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