I am really in a fix and dont know why i m not able to write down exactly the way i m feeling right now. Happy? hmmmmm yes i can say that i am happy but not sure probably i m happy and probably am not. The thing that i got to know day before yesterday and if things turn out that way , it will change my life totally. If he says no, i shall be definitely not be sad but not happy either because i know this is how things work majority of the times but as they say exceptions are always there so what if he says yes? I am unable to answer this question today , probably tomorrow i shall be...